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I'm getting tired of all that insecurities.
Sunday, February 20, 2011

Insecurities. I have insecurities, and I have grown sick of them. Everywhere I go, I get self conscious. I feel that people are staring at me, pointing fingers and whispering to one another about me. Sounds like I'm self obsessed and vain? Think again. It's the direct opposite.

Ever since I was young, I couldn't reconcile the two halves of my personality. There's Haniffa (the guy), and then there's Hunni (the bitch). When one in in dominance, the other goes into a subservient sate where it follows whatever the dominating side wants to do. Now this is not true with both halves. Haniffa is much weaker than Hunni. I find that if Hunni is in the spotlight, Haniffa will just tag along. But when Haniffa is in charge, Hunni will try everything in his power to gain control, and more often than not, he succeeds. Balancing this two sides of my personality has become a challenging task, especially in recent years.

The times when I get self conscious is when I am trying to prevent the two from killing each other. So when you see me blanking out, or switching off during a particular activity, that is when I'm in a void, where there is neither of the two.

So yeah. That sucks.

Truly,
Haniffa/Hunni.