WAKE UP CALL
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I'm in dire need of a wake up call. I have always thought that I'm rather smart and all, and I don't really have to try hard to succeed. But boy was I wrong. This post may seem VERY ego-driven, but I just need to let this all out.
Getting back my GP and Bio paper wasn't exactly a delight. I got an E for GP, and an S for Biology. I am more disappointed with the latter. I mean, S??? FOR BIOLOGY? Ridiculous! I know i can do a whole lot better, but I just got very complacent during block test. I guess my mugging didn't pay off after all. I'm also very worried for my GP. I keep getting 22-24 for my comprehension, and 23-26 for my essay. I seriously need to hit my head on the wall, and get myself to wake up. Gosh. This feels so weird.
Not to mention that SHE makes school very dreamy. No, not a girl, but a certain someone. I keep sleeping when I'm in her class, and I think she realizes. Just the other day I was sitting in the front row during lesson, and my big head kept bobbing up and down. I'm so worried.
I need help. Someone help me please. I dont want to repeat one more year. I just want to get straight As for my A levels. Please....
GPA Gema puisi artistik ended off in a very happy note on Saturday. We were happy, and the winners were happy. More importantly, I was happy. I got to see the people whom I missed dearly. Ema, Iqa, Ain and Syuk. They were looking fine with their whatever ensemble (no sarcasm here) and they looked happy to see me. I think. :D But i didn't head out with them since I had to attend a debriefing session by Cikgu Ibrahim. He got so emotional, and was seriously on the verge of tears. He almost cried when he commended us on our efforts, and it really meant alot for us organisers.
Taking part in GPA this year has really opened my eyes to the way people interact with each other, and I learnt that I cannot wait for people to make the first move when it comes to social interaction. I have been really wrong all these years. My relationship with the J1 girls is as great as ever, but its the friendship forged wiith the J1 boys was the one that really touched me most. I know that I am never the type that talks to them, and keeps giving them "the look". I also know that they think that I am a bossy obnoxious pig. But after this experience, we have gotten used to each other and we are alright. They are alright. They are amusing and fun to be around with. Most importantly, they gained my respect for their laudable effort during GPA. Kudos!
Well, I think that's it for this post. I'll post some of the pictures some other day, because right now I'm studying Prokaryotic genome (aka Bacterial DNA). Turrah!
P.S. Lyana, GIVE ME BACK MY 16B!!!
P.S.S. HARIZ THREW AWAY MY EARPIECE. HE'S EVIL!!!
Truly,
Hunni.
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