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Friday, July 18, 2008
I Was bothered for nothing.
I was ok with darren, until I told me I think that he was making use of me for his studies.
Then i acted all cold towards darren,
and guess what, HE REALIZES IT.
so i was like angry at him for a few days,
until during PE just now,
when i was sitting on a bench at tennis court,
and he was sulking at mr S for something.
then i gave him the attitude problem face.
later vish joined me, she cudnt do pe cos of some unseen reasons.
then i was like talking to her, if i should talk to darren or not.
she kept insisting that i talk to him.
but then i told her that when i establish something abt the person,
i cannot talk to him anymore.
so PE ended,
and he was lectured by mr S.
then suddenly anger turned to pity when i remembered whatever darren told me in the past.
then he went out of the tennis court.
he walked the opposite direction as to where i was standing with the Msters.
then i was like ''Visha, nvm la...i'll talk to him on monday''.
then he turned to my direction with luqman.
he passed me, and then i looked at vish.
then she mouthed, ''go talk to him''
So i mustered enough courage to talk to darren.
i tapped his shoulders, and told him to talk to me.
i asked him is he noticed- ah, i'll type out the whole dialogue.
H: Have you realized how i've been acting very cold towards you?
D: Yeah, i wanted to ask you why, but i was scared.
H: Well, i've been thinking, and i feel that you are making use of me.
D: Making use of you? For what?
H: For your studies.
D: What? No!!! Eh, don't think so much lah. I just call you when i need help only what.
H: Precisely. Then during lessons, we barely make any social connection.
D: Aiyah, no lah. Even if i want to make use of someone for academic purposes. i whould have made use of ** long time ago!
H: Oh- WAIT A MINUTE! WHAT ARE YOU IMPLYING?
D: What! no no no! I don't mean that, but just don't think so much lah. I was afraid that you were angry with me for something i said.
H: No lah... But now i can completely trust you right?
D: Yeah... Just don't think so much.
H: Haha... Okay.
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That was it really.
Then i turned to visha and gave her the OK gesture.
it was nice to know that some people actually are trustworthy.
I'm gonna miss some people in the class after my A levels.
They are obviously my true friends in JC.
That's it folks.
Now i have to email Luqman some MLCS nonsense.
Buhbies!
Truly,
Hunni.
Some People Are Nice, But Become Bad After A Few Years. Others Are Evil To Begin With, But Soon Become Your Closest Friend. I'm Sorry For The Misunderstanding D.
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Labels: feelings, Friends