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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Hey guys.
i think today's blog post will be one that i have been keeping in my heart for 2 years.
its about my friends.
its not going to be a good one,
i'm warning you.
so,
before i proceed,
i want to apologise first,
IF it offends anyone.
so here goes.
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What happened?

The other day,
when i was taking my results,
thought it would be a great day,
but instead, it was filled with insults.

They weren't verbal,
they weren't vulgar,
they were Their actions,
that made me ponder.

have i been with the right group of friends?
have they been true to me?
if they have,
then on that day, what happened?

i'm talking about my usual crew,
those in E3,
i always feel like an outcast whenever i'm with them,
except for Diy, who makes me feel like i belong.

For the other day,
only She who talked to me,
when the others made me feel as though i was invisible.
Nas replied my questions like i was a vermin,
the 3 other girls acted as if i was a stranger,
but only Diy talked to me.
i can understand Fazari,
cos he's like a tombstone. (no offence)
he's oblivious to the things around him.

it may be the results that got the better of them,
it may be due to some unseen reasons,
but it made me think,
are they REALLY my friends?

so sorry guys,
but i had to let this out.
the last time i did,
was with Diy.
But she made me feel like i really DO belong.
but i dun think i do now.

the second fork in the journey of life has appeared,
and i think that so has the fork in the friendships.
but i will never go straight ahead,
for i shall always look back,
and thank god for the great friends that i thought i had.
even if they didn't like me,
i shall lie to myself,
telling me that they really did.
and if they really did,
Thank you for the great company that you guys have given me.
i appreciated them.
i have always enjoyed your company, guys.
Thank you.